rainbow(:

2012-01-30T20:47:00.002+08:00

a brand new year with a brand new start.
i wish all friends and loved ones good health and always be happy.
i wish sweetheart to be good at work and have a better health.

sweetheart, regardless whether is 1, 2 or 5 years down the road, will you still be in love with me. will we ever fall in love with each other again? will there a a day we will see each other again? ):

i misses you sweetheart boy~

2012-01-12T21:29:00.000+08:00

i misses you sweetheart..
will you talk me again..

)):

2012-01-01T23:43:00.003+08:00

a brand new year. we had passed 2011 and welcome 2012. lots of things happened in 2011. regardless is happy or upset.. in 2012, i wish for things to be better. wish for everyone to be happy in life. wish for rene to be healthy and good.

happy new year!

**sweetheart..

2011-12-25T17:17:00.001+08:00

Merry Christmas to everyone.

Merry Christmas to sweetheart
Meery Christmas to sasha
Merry Christmas to boyboy

2011-12-23T02:10:00.003+08:00

christmas is just ard the corner. just 2 days later. but this year christmas are different. we are not gonna spend it together and celebrate the special occasion together anymore. not longer anymore. months fly and 2 more weeks it's gonna be a brand new year. a brand new 2012..

sweetheart..
do you still miss me?
do you still love me?
do you still think of me?
do you still gonna be dere for me?
do you still care for me?

sweetheart..
i do for all the above i've asked you.. i wish and wants to spend every special occasion with you. regardless whether is anniversary, birthday, new year or christmas etc.. i wanna to have all the memories and time to share and spend with you. to mark it down everything and when we are old and look back, we smile and joke bcos of all the memories we had.

i got you a christmas present. but it can never be send out.

*love, i misses you badly. i wanna snuggle up into that arms of urs. i wanna be hugged by you tightly and never escaped again. where are you? i cant seems to search for you in the crowd again..

*ilubyousweetheart..

2011-12-16T13:08:00.003+08:00

想念你我无法控制
忘了一切还能往前走吗
一切还能从头开始吗
我们有太多回忆
彼此有太多承若
我不能不承认
从头到尾你还是我的最爱
有好多事我都想要
和你一起去做

我好想要和你
开心的笑和开心
的渡过和完成

如果从新开始
我们都能忘了一切
再次往前走吗

能再次的相爱吗
能再次的给彼此
从新来过的机会吗

谁会没有过错
谁会没有犯错
对不起sweetheart piggy!
我不想再找不到你！

sweetheart rene,我好想你
戒指还能重新的给回你戴在你手上吗
我们俩在一起是那么的开心和一对的
有好多好多美好和幸福的回忆！

2011-11-15T12:45:00.003+08:00

不知为何
最近常梦到你
我好想再见到你
好想再见到我的彩虹
我的心肝
不如发生什么事
你永远都是我的
最爱的rene

love
piggy

2011-09-14T11:11:00.002+08:00

我很想她.. )):
我想念我的阳光
我想念我的彩虹..

2011-09-11T10:47:00.001+08:00

feeling sooo sick.. )):

2011-09-09T13:19:00.001+08:00

09/09/2011

9 September 2011

3 years 5 months

2011-09-08T10:52:00.004+08:00

i guess u had never left my heart before. it just tat i had close up the door for u to enter after since the first time we broke up. when the second time u came back knocking, i had already lock it up. fear for it will be broken again. like wat ppl always said, once bitten twice shy. i dono why but pick up the fone to text u knowing tat there will be no reply/respond from u. i hate to admit this but it's true that u left a big foot print in my heart and world. how did u ever capable of doing that sweetheart? i guess i can never know how to love someone else ever like how i used to loved u. every where i went, i seems to recall of our memories. we had sooooo much memories everywhere in singapore. soooo much.. regardless whether the bad/good times. fun/enjoyable times.

other den certain stuff i've still kept it, this is also one of website i choose to keep. i dono why but dere's sooo much memories and stuff of us tat i dun wish to erase/delete away.. dere's sooo much and toooo much. but u had threw away our stuffs.. who knows..

i dono whether wat the medium said is correct, but somehow the bond between us seems to be soo strong tat months after we broke up, i somehow still feel the connection dere. i dono whether im wrong to feel tat way or if it's really true. i choose to left u cos dere's no more trust for me in u. a r/s no more trust it's diffcult to carry on. and i shut myself up afraid of getting badly hurt too.

it might be a wrong move to do it but cos i guess tat the only way to it cos if we do really wans to carry on the r/s again, we have to really start all over again. i wan a full trust in the both of us sweetheart. i jus wan wounds to be carefully and fully heal before we can carry/walk on the road ahead of us.

i dono if we ever bound to met again on the road anot. i dono where will we ever fall in love wif each other all over again. i dono whether will we ever mark a special place in each other heart ever again. i dono whether will i ever see u again anot.. i misses everythin of urs. i feel soo tired walking alone along the road. i misses u holding my hand and look into my eyes to tell me it's alright. i have u with me.. )):

and sweetheart, i realise u had never left me. our memories, ur smile, ur everythin surround me almost everyday. it's just soo unbelieveable.. i dono whether do u still ever come here to read our blog. but i jus wanna share and talk everythin with u. it all went back to how we first met and talk everythin and anythin..

i do misses u sweetheart..

2011-09-04T14:32:00.002+08:00

saw u in rachel's birthday photos. u seems to be doing fine and great. feel tat ur smile doesnt really comes truely from the heart. but at least i dun have to worry tat u might nt be doing really tat good. u might have move on or might still have not move on from our memories. but sweetheart, memories can be kept forever but u still to move on in life. honestly, at times i do still stay in our memories. tinking back our memories our past. but tat would stop me in my life, stop me improving myself. at times i do still tink wat if... wat if i did not let u go the last time round? dere's soo many wat if.. but it happened. i hurt u.. im truely sorry sweetheart. i guess time is the only way to heal everythin between us. heal the wound each other had give to..

i always teach u how to walk ur life. so please be good and listen once again to live ur life to the fullest even if now u dun live ur life for me anymore. i wan u to be smiling always and be really happy always.. (:

2011-08-23T03:12:00.002+08:00

memories flew back this few days. i realise i misses our days. but it has gone with the wind. to tink back, our love and memories are soo sweet and nice to recall. we had soo much fun and joy. everythin was soo nice. now, i have to learnt how to just recall the memories and smile. from you, i've learnt how to be alot patient. although i knew i've hurt u badly but still i wanna say, thank you sweetheart for loving soo much like princess and soo deeply. u left a mark in my heart tat nobody will be ever to replace your place.

although, my new girl isnt tat perfect. but still she love me tat much. like i've always said, nobody is perfect in this world. and im slowly learning how to give and take. learnt how to be a better girlfriend/partner. from her, i learnt and grown just like u learnt and grown when i taught u. i hope and wishes she will be my last one to walk me thru my life like how we said to each other before.

nobody noes wat lies in the future. we dono whether will we ever come across each other path again. but i truely hope u will be doing fine and good. sweetheart, if... if we really are destined to be together again once more, it means we are fated for each other. and mayb tat's when we've really have grown up and have learnt how to be a better person/partner for each other. i hope by then u have really learnt and grown to be a very much better person which i can really rely on ever. and tat is if we really really ever is destined and fated.

sweetheart, take care and i shall seal tat love of ours for now.

goodbye..

2011-08-21T20:07:00.003+08:00

after sooo long i had decided to come in again. when was the last time i had post a entry? i dun rmb. when was the long time i was here to share my stuff? i dun rmb. when was the last time i post abt my unhappiness? i dun rmb.. dere's soo much thing i dun rmb but dere's certain things i kept down in my heart.

when was the last time we talk? when was the last time we seen each other? when was the last time we left each other life? i left ur life but i noe i left a deep mark in ur life too.

we broke up. i broke up with her too. i walk out of everybody's life but i start a new life again. a new r/s again. to get a belonging which i long for it. i lost tat sunshine smile when u left me the first time. i lost myself when u left me for the first time. i lost myself to the sense of secure when u left me for the first time. i lost tat myself of how to learnt love someone. i lost myself of how to be true to my partner. i lost myself of how to take care of my partner. i lost myself of how to balance love in my life. u pamper me soo much. u gave me soo much i feel tat it shld tat way. u spoilt me soo much tat i feel like a princess. but now i have to learnt all over again to learnt how to be someone's girlfriend.

i tot i lost tat feeling of how to love someone till she appear. although she much older den me but she love me like how u used to love me. but of cos she doesnt pamper me and spoilt me tat much like a spoilt princess/brat. i tot my heart was dead till she appear. my heart beat for her like how my heart used to beat for u. i will get nervous and anxious. i long for this feeling from you sweetheart. but it disappear together with u when u left me for the first time. i try to make it came back when u were dere the second time but it disappear bcos it was being hurt so much and badly.

i broke up wif her bcos i knew all along she was a life jacket for me when i needed someone to be dere for me. someone to walk thru my darkest and lowest point of life. i tried to give my love to her but in the end im not able to. till i met this new girl.

u might have find someone new in ur life. u might have find a new love. but always rmb, u stay in at the deepest of my heart and i've already lock it up. tat place is always for you. i've make u learnt and grown and i hope u do still keep it up and always be good to listen.

sweetheart, takecare and *love

2010-12-21T15:56:00.001+08:00

christmas is coming! plus a brand new year is coming and the year of 2010 is ending soooon... i wanna a brand new year to be a much better year with lots of love and happy things.. ((:

shall go take my nap before i start my shift tonite..

gdnite!

2010-10-21T23:13:00.004+08:00

sometime you have to go thru a period where u learnt and grow up. you have to learnt to accept the truth/ugly truth around you tat makes u a stronger person. god doesnt make a person with a perfect character with a inner beauty but yet u have to learnt this thru out ur life to become a better person.

what done had been done and i noe u are trying to doing all the amendents with ur deepest sincereity towards me and i can sense and see it. but everythin takes time to make it works it well all over again. everythin takes time to recover. jus like wound takes time to recover.

wat yours will be yours and eventually it will comes back again so fear no tat u tink u will lose it..

*love

2010-08-16T23:11:00.004+08:00

it's a chilling nite. cover urself well and slp tight. endure for another week or so and it will be over. i noe ur back is giving a big big pain but pls bear wif it and be good to take meddy. jiayou!!

u are my dearest sweetheart and i noe u will be good to take ur meddy always. i noe the way when u call me before bedtime. have a sweet and good rest(:

goodnight people
goodnight sweetheart(:

2010-08-14T12:40:00.000+08:00

2010-08-11T23:37:00.000+08:00

gdnite my love..

2010-07-19T22:41:00.002+08:00

tell me how can i not love u when deep down i noe i love u much.. sigh.. i miss u badly at times.. i misses everythin anythin..

goodnight

那英-征服

2010-07-18T01:33:00.000+08:00

一笑而过/那英

2010-07-18T01:29:00.000+08:00

2010-07-05T00:18:00.002+08:00

sometime i jus wonder wat's the true facts are all abt.. i cant seems to understand u anymore.. nevermind. i tink everythin to me now is nt important anymore.

wo lei le..

2010-07-02T23:53:00.002+08:00

yawn~ tired.. tonite is a chilly nite to slp.. i wish to snuggle up in bed wif u.. late afternoon started to rain heavily. almost stuck at work. but luckily by the time i knock off it's onli drizzling..

time to start my diet again. seems like im slowly putting on weight again.. arghh~ alright, heading to bed early tonite..

goodnight earth
goodnight everybody
goodnight sweetheart(:
imissyousweetheart

2010-07-01T22:49:00.002+08:00

first day at HQ.. long and hetic day.. everythin have to start from stretch.. BUT i believe im able to handle and cope wif it. as long willing to learn.. have to really jiayou and push myself for tis few months. i can do it! ((:

it was nice to hear sweetheart voice after a long day at work.. althought initially she gave me a "shock" but still she manage to put a smile on my face.. she seems to be getting shallow too~ hahahaha.. shallow~ bleah!!

yawn~ got to rest early tonite. hasnt been feeling sooo tired after work.. LOL

goodnight peers
goodnight stars
goodnight moon
goodnight boyboy
goodnight sasha
goodnight sweetheart((:

2010-06-30T14:52:00.000+08:00

張惠妹-原來你什麼都不要

2010-06-30T02:48:00.000+08:00

2010-06-30T01:03:00.002+08:00

time is 1.36am.. i cant really slp.. how could we have be like this.. how could things have turn out like this between us. lately i cried soo hard. cried soo hard tat my eyes is soo puffin the next day. we were soo happy and loving. we were soo in love with each other but....

i wanted us to be like how loving and happy we were.. if times could turn back.. u were my everythin.. i never thought i would lose u.. everythin seems like a dreamt. yi ge heng bu zhen shi de meng.. every little corner of stuff is full of memories..

i guess it's part and parcel in life tat u will bound to have obstacles.. nobody look well on gay marriage but i wan and hope ours will be a rare/extinct/different wan.. from dating to relationship to marriage.. jus like wat straight couples r/s.. i wanna believe/noe we can if we do work hard and make it work..

im ur sunshine. u are my rainbow.. im gonna be ur sunshine for life to bright up ur day and everythin..

sweetheart, i love u.

你是愛我的張惠妹-KTV

2010-06-30T01:02:00.000+08:00

A-MIT阿密特(張惠妹)-掉了KTV

2010-06-30T00:39:00.000+08:00

i Love You by 王若琳

2010-06-29T00:10:00.000+08:00

迷宫 Let's Start From Here

2010-06-29T00:02:00.000+08:00

[KTV] 王若琳 Joanna Wang - 有你的快樂（Lost in Paradise 中文版）

2010-06-28T23:56:00.000+08:00

陶喆－爱我还是他 MV

2010-06-28T23:34:00.000+08:00

[KTV]陶喆-愛很簡單

2010-06-28T23:16:00.000+08:00

2010-06-26T23:42:00.003+08:00

slept late last nite.. eyes were abit puffing and eyes are kinda red.. wanted to forgo of wearing lens but ai mei lehh. no choice. haha. later part of the day, right eyes started to feel abit painful.. and im kinda misses u alot..

yawn~ mayb shld try to go to bed early.. but still, i wish i can snuggle up in bed wif u.. wif u kissing on my forehead and wish me goodnite..

goodnight peeps.
goodnight sweetheart.
goodnight earth.

Bea Alonzo - Im Missing You

2010-06-25T16:49:00.000+08:00

2010-06-25T15:55:00.002+08:00

it was meant to be a sweet surprise. but now i doubt so. mayb im doing way too much tat u feeling suffocating? feeling more guilty? sigh.. im jus worried of u always eating the food out dere which is more unhealthy and thought tat having some homecooked food would be pretty nice and good.

i was nervous when i went up. i was afraid.. but who noes? nobody noes.. mayb i shld stop doing all this things? sighh

i feel soo upset now..

im sorry..

2010-06-24T23:15:00.001+08:00

imissyou..

i feel like doing somethin surprise tmr. i jus wanna follow my heart and feel how i wanna do.. somethin i've never did before.. (:

sweetheart, u are being missed badly..

郭靜-知道

2010-06-24T22:49:00.000+08:00

因為你沒說 Yin Wei Ni Mei Shuo

2010-06-24T21:50:00.000+08:00

A*Mei - 如果你也听说

2010-06-24T21:38:00.000+08:00

2010-06-24T01:24:00.003+08:00

we both love tis foto the most!(: anddd, i wanna frame it up big and hang it at the living room the next time! ((:

你爱我爱不起/郑秀文

2010-06-24T01:11:00.000+08:00

鄭秀文 - 如果我是你

2010-06-24T00:51:00.000+08:00

Sammi-唯獨你是不可取替

2010-06-24T00:47:00.000+08:00

Kelly Clarkson - a moment like this (lyrics)

2010-06-24T00:40:00.000+08:00

Coco Lee - still in love

2010-06-24T00:16:00.000+08:00

Coco lee - Before i fall in love KaRaoke Version

2010-06-24T00:11:00.000+08:00

游鴻明--愛我的人和我愛的人(MV珍藏版)

2010-06-23T00:51:00.000+08:00

Na Jiu Zhe Yang Ba ( 那就这样吧 ) - Dong Li Huo Che

2010-06-22T23:39:00.000+08:00

2010-06-22T23:28:00.004+08:00

was on the way back jus now from vball training. during the journey, lots of memorises flash back. memorises flash back like when u pick me up after training and im soo stinko yet i wanna let u stinko together wif me.. memorises of how we've laugh and always see weird and funny ppl out dere when we are together.. i miss u.. miss having u by my side.. miss having fun and laughter wif u.. miss seeing ur stewpid face which always pissed me off but eventually it manage to me make laugh..

alright, i tink emo is back to look for me again..
i cant help it but misses everythin of u and us..
mount faber is the one i cant forget where u kneel down and propose to me.. it always bring smiles on to my face..

sweetheart, i miss u..

卓文萱 - 手心 Full MV

2010-06-21T23:54:00.000+08:00

2010-06-20T22:23:00.002+08:00

HAPPY DADDY'S DAY!

imissyou(:

親愛的是我-歌词[MV]- 梁文音歌词+Pinyin [HQ] Dear me-Rachel Liang

2010-06-19T18:08:00.001+08:00

sweetheart.. lublubyou..

萬芳 - 新不了情

2010-06-19T16:53:00.000+08:00

梁靜茹-我是幸福的

2010-06-19T16:35:00.000+08:00

梁靜茹 - 屬於 MV

2010-06-19T16:18:00.000+08:00

聽說愛情回來過

2010-06-19T14:58:00.000+08:00

蔡依林 - 一個人

2010-06-19T14:43:00.000+08:00

蔡健雅 - 當你離開的時候

2010-06-19T14:37:00.000+08:00

天高地厚-信

2010-06-19T14:09:00.000+08:00

2010-06-19T12:54:00.002+08:00

THE REAL L WORD!
and... i wanna watch wif sweetheart..

2010-06-19T01:24:00.002+08:00

goodnight peers
goodnight sasha
goodnight boyboy
goodnight sweetheart
goodnight to myself..

问自己/顺子

2010-06-19T00:19:00.000+08:00

Shun zi - Hui Jia - Live karaoke

2010-06-19T00:05:00.000+08:00

sweetheart.....

2010-06-17T23:46:00.001+08:00

tonite weather is abit chilly.. and i iwsh u are wif me to hug me..

sweetheart, i miss u.. sigh..

goodnight

2010-06-17T12:08:00.001+08:00

i had a dream tis morning.. i dreamt of us.. it woke me up cos it wasnt a very good dream.. and jus when i misses u, u called me((; i was happy to hear ur voice. i find it sweet and nice((; alright, time for work..

2010-06-16T23:44:00.000+08:00

2010-06-16T23:42:00.000+08:00

楊乃文-我給的愛

2010-06-15T23:55:00.001+08:00

F.I.R - Ni Hen Ai Ta 飛兒樂團 - 你很愛他

2010-06-15T23:55:00.000+08:00

2010-06-15T00:31:00.001+08:00

imissyou
imissyou
imissyou
imissyou
imissyou
imissyou
imissyou
imissyou
imissyou

2010-06-13T22:51:00.002+08:00

13 June.. i've lost count of how many days had passed whereby i manage to survive w/o u.. at times i feel rather handicapped. at times i feel rather empty. at times i feel rather lost. i dun wanna depend toooo much on u but i cant help it but wanna depend and rely on u.. regardless everythin or anythin.. u make me feel safe when in ur arms. when i look into ur eyes, i see the love and warmth and safety dere.. i wish to see all of it once again in ur eyes..

sometime i misses u soooo much and soo badly tat i bite hard soo tat i can hold back and not tear.. let me fall aslp in ur arms again and let me feel tat warmth again..

2010-06-12T01:36:00.001+08:00

What the signs look for in Partners
#Aquarius :
To keep an Aquarius, the partner must be alert and intellectually stimulating. It’s hard for an aquarian to tolerate a person who is so irrational and insecure that they would think their feelings matter.

The 12 Signs As Lovers In a relationship
#Aquarius Lover :
They love to give pleasure, in keeping with their altruistic and philanthropic spirit. They also tend to seek agreement in your friendly and harmonious way, a real boon in the give and take of partnership. Aquarius also adore vulnerability in a lover. They need a companion who can help them get in touch with their innermost feelings and teach them to put the analyzing aside.

黃小琥-伴

2010-06-10T11:15:00.000+08:00

2010-06-08T23:07:00.003+08:00

i would always look forward to every month of this month where i would wish my beloved sweetheart baby a happy anniversary. but this month is gonna be a different wan. no more happy anniversary. no more of looking forward to it. no more of telling each other our heart felt words...

4 more months to go till end of year..

im ur xin fu and happy pills. i'll fight for it unless i noe i can no longer grab hold of it. i'll fight for it unless i noe it no longer stay wif me anymore. i'll fight for it cos it's my one and only property to be. im ur shelter always no matter how much hard/terrible time u have outside.

i love u now and always(:
im ur happy pills always(:
im ur shelter always(:
im ur one to relay on always(:
im ur one to turn to always(:
lastly, im gonna be ur beloved always(:

2010-06-05T23:50:00.004+08:00

our very first halloween spend together. (: we had lots of fun and enjoyed ourself. she was cute for the nite for wearing tat outfit. haha.

i brownse thru all the texts tat was stored in my fone. i came across tis name, sweetheart honey baby.. soo long i've not heard tis. i call tis out in my heart. it felt soo warm, sweet and nice. :))

gdnite

2010-06-03T00:07:00.003+08:00

it's over. i've never thought we would walk till tis ending..

Last letter to you..

Sweetheart baby piggy..

tat's the last time im calling u tat. thanks for the 2 years 1 months of time. u've given me alot alot during tis time. we've made each other learnt alot alot. we went thru the toughest time together and overcome each and every of the obstacles tat was placed in front of us. we had lots of ups and downs in tis r/s.. i almost lost u and u almost lost me till the last straw where i lost u to someone else. every memories u've given to me is soo sweet and nice tat i doesnt and cant bear to erase. each gifts and letters u've given to me is sooo sweet tat i doesnt and cant bear to throw it away. each and every of the text/msg u've send me is soo sweet and real tat i doesnt and cant bear to delete. everywhere, dere's soo much memories of us. every single things remind me of u and the things we've done. promises tat given to me by u, i doesnt need it anymore. when the nite comes, images and memories start to flash into my mind. things like how we started to noe each other, how we had our first date, how we got together. deepest memorise is the one whereby u propose to me asking me to ur girl and life-time partner etc.. u were my love of my life my everythin and now, im gonna seal up tat love. thank you for everythin and anythin.

looking back, everythin was soo fresh and real. but i noe i have to wake up from it cos it's over. life still have to go on. rmb to always look positively in life and be happy always alright. i'll always be dere for u if u needed me.

love
baby piglet

2010-05-29T00:30:00.003+08:00

3 days.. i had sleepless night. i felt soo helpless. i cry/tear as and when.. i panick till i tremble. i got nobody to turn to. u spoilt me like a princess and i cry badly and terribly like a princess. it's soo tough to endure. so had to endure w/o knowing ur whereabout.

time to come back.
come back and wipe away my tears.
come back into my arms again.

2010-05-09T13:13:00.001+08:00

HAPPY 25TH MONTHSARY ANNIVERSARY
SWEETHEART BABY((:

2010-04-10T02:13:00.000+08:00

Yesterday 9 april was the anniversary of ours.. im 2 hours late over here. hahaha!

HAPPY 2 YEARS ANNUAL ANNIVERSARY
SWEETHEART BABY((:

*go hong kong buy lots things back give me! heeee.

2010-04-06T01:37:00.003+08:00

HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY SWEETHEART BABY! ((;

may tis year be a smooth year for u and wishes tat u've wish comes true(:

iloveyousweetheart baby

2010-04-01T01:09:00.001+08:00

HAPPY APRIL FOOOOOL!!

2010-03-26T00:21:00.002+08:00

sooo tired. tmr have to continue the notes for my iob. arghh~ i hate exams! it makes a person stress lor. i had dandruff whenever it's exams period and seriously i hate it. it makes me look as thought i did nt wash my hair. buhu~ i jus saw jessie tay facebook. i've await for mine from baby for very long liao. sigh. buhu~ where's mine baby? i dun wan tat for anniversary hor. cos it's not suppose to be wan lor. i wan mine sooon toooo! :(

my wish list?! LOL

- miu miu/burberry bag (wahahaha)
- big & small long champ (maybe)
- watches
- ray-ban pink sunglass ((:

2010-03-22T15:12:00.003+08:00

all along, i thought when u fall in love u shld give ur best regardless watever the things are. the committment shld be dere in order to make the r/s work cos tat's wat u've chose in the first place and u shld cherish every opportunity tat is given to u. to me, love is something precious and limited. precious bcos it's never easy to come by and u dun fall in love easily. limited bcos u onli have a limited of love to give to someone and nt everybody. i believe nt all ur partner gets the amount of the same love from u isnt it.

BUT i've came across a suitation whereby my fren boyfriend wanna have a open r/s after they been together for 1 year. it hurts and upset my fren badly. all along i thought he's a nice guy and i thought my fren had found someone tat cherish her and appreciate her. but when she told me wat happen, i felt angry of the boyfriend and i dislike him. dislike him of bullying and upset her lidat. i mean wat's wrong of being comittement towards the r/s..? my fren puts in her best and everythin in tis r/s of theirs and i guess she wanting to settled down wif him and everythin but a sentence from him of he dun wanna ahve any committement in the r/s and let's have a open r/s.. i mean isnt tat farking ridiculous of him to say tat..? arghh~ im jus soo angry of him lahh. real angry! hurrr!!!!!!

* im nt gonna name her cos i wanna protect her from getting those unnecessary attention*

i told my fren to dump him first before he dump her. i dun wanna my fren to keep dump always and get pretty upset from dere. she's now bloody emo lor. sigh. i cant do anythin to help her but all i can do is to lend her my ears to listen to her whining which i hope can makes her feel better. lend her my shoulder to cry on if she needed. cheer up and im here((:

i hope she find someone tat really appreciate her and love her much if she really have to dump tis boyfriend. i hope she'll be happy(:

2010-03-21T22:41:00.000+08:00

sooo cute!

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2010-03-20T22:04:00.004+08:00

March is ocming to an end soon. Jus in another say 2 weeks. have already stop working for the time being in order to chiong for my last 3 papers. Mon till wed my schedule are packed. haha. Hving morning and late class revision and wed is my company dinner and dance. This year, it's held at the giffrae resturant and bar. Jus opposite Plaza Singapura. Too bad baby cant attend wif me tis year but nevermind cos she said she might be able to pick me up after tat if possible. soo sweet and nice of her. maybe she's afraid of ppl stalking me back home. muhahaha.

April is coming sooon and it's the month im gonna start chiong my work after my exams and it's also the month which my baby and me is happy of. Reason is.... it's her birthday month plus it's our 2 year anniversary month! haha. i've already got her wat she wanted as her birthday so tat left the anniversary present to be given to her. she's going hong kong for holiday wif her colleagues in the mid of april too. im gonna make her buy lots of hello kitty and cute and nice stuff back for me! wahahahaha!

parents are going new york in the early or mid of april to visit grandparents and uncles/aunty. grandpa health is soo good. i really hope he would be well and healthy.

A few things i tink i want for my anniversary present lor. haha

- hmm... iphone?! ( it's soo tempting lahh ) haha
- miu miu/burberry bag (wahahaha)
- small long champ (maybe)
- watches
- ray-ban pink sunglass ((:

hahahaha. ridiculous wishes? i doubt soo ba. LOL

yawn! goodnight(:

2010-03-20T01:19:00.001+08:00

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2010-03-19T00:51:00.007+08:00

My Valentine's Day Gift from baby(:

23rd Birthday Present from sweet baby(:

I realise dere's a number of different occasion of photos i din upload on to my blog. im jus too lazy and tired lahh. cos sometime it takes a long time to upload. hahaha. i'll try to upload each of them as much as i can lahh i promise *cross finger* wahaha.

Our Movie Date on the 16 Feb

Andddd. baby had slighty abit of DOUBLE CHIN!!! muhahaha. some photos of hers look FAT. im refering to her face lahh. LOL. if she's gonna see tis post i've posted, i bet she's gonna scream out loud! muhahahaha!

2010-03-13T01:04:00.002+08:00

tis is wat u said in ur facebook (says that just because i can be rather easy with most things and that i can take jokes pretty well, there are some days tho when i can get very snappy. Those are the days when i don't give a hoot for anything u might think is funny to u, coz it definitely won't be funny at all to me. I'm better at 'joking it off' face ...to face, anytime, any day. Thanks. )

fark it if u cant bloody shit take jokes. my problem is it. farking nb. doesnt mean u are the buddy u are allow to shoot me right in facebook jus lidat. it's onli a joke. if u had a bad day or cant get somethin u wan, dun bloody vent on me. u can choose not to reply or comment back when it's posted on ur facebook wall. im not a worm livin in ur stomach tat noes whether ur mood for the day is good or bad.

fark it if u have such a bloody fark up mood swing or watever fark it is lah. farking wake up and cherish the friends around u if nt u would jus be left around wif mayb someone u love or mayb even none! u dun have to add a thanks at the back. i would not even appreciate tat.

FARK YOU!

2010-03-09T00:30:00.000+08:00

2010-03-09T00:15:00.001+08:00

HAPPY 23rd MONTHSARY ANNIVERSARY

SWEETHEART BABY PIGGY! wahaha

ILOVEYOU! it's another anniversary again((:
i wan many many present. hahaha(:
muacks!

2010-03-07T00:53:00.000+08:00

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2010-03-06T01:18:00.002+08:00

dere's sooo much things i since to want for my year anniversary gift. but i cant name any of them and dono wat exactly i wan. sigh. lately, im neglected. sigh

i just need
a little more time
a little more talks
a little more comfort
....

goodnight